Lackluster Gaming...

I'm really not liking playing WoW anymore. I don't like playing alone, which is how I feel since I dont' like the people I'm forced to play with.

I miss playing with Nick and Andy all the the time and I hope someday we can have that again.

I've been more enthusiastic about homework than gaming lately... that's how little I want to play anymore.

The game doesn't help me accomplish anything, and lately it hasn't even been fun or entertaining. The funnest I've had gaming was when me and Andy sent tells back and forth for 30 minutes.

I really miss Nick and Andy.

And Nicklaus, just so you know, I felt a swell of pride knowing that my accounting prof said that a Finance Degree from a state institution like yours would be better than one from Fox because they are more focused. You are amazing Nicklaus.

Andy, I'm going to hire you to be my Know-it-all. A Professional Know-it-all. It's perfect! How does $50,000 a year starting sound?

I miss talking about cars and computers and possible business ventures.

I miss alot of things...

You think you are so much better...

You know those people, that you were friends with, who act like your friends, smile at you, ask how you're doing, but it's just a front, not who they really are.

I find myself surrounded by guys like that. Is it me that attracts "friends" like that? Those people who smile through their teeth, everything is a competition, show off, flashy fakes?

I know I'm smarter than them, but when they see their doing better this smugness crosses their face. Like they think they are superior... do they have any idea how meaningless they are to me?

If I were to give up my life and my personality, could I not perform that much better?

Such is my opinion... don't mistake my laziness for my actual intelligence. Don't mistake my manner for actual feeling... Don't mistake me again... ever.