Sometimes I wake up and want to see everyone in sight burned or hanged or shot. Today wasn't one of those days, but for no reason at all its warping into one of those. My classes were cancelled, I've had breakfast and lunch and neither were too bad. I am just angry, and it keeps building. I have this urge to say goodbye to a few people, step into my car, and disappear. The last time I felt this way was in high school, every day I would pass the freeway on the way to school and on the way home and I always wanted to turn my car onto the interstate and jet away.
I've already talked to my old man about next summer and it looks like I'm gonna be driving that truck again. I knew I wouldn't get away from it. But looking back, it was the best money I could make. And I'll have an extra month to make a little more this time, and I'll have a better idea of how much money I should be holding onto for the school year.
I like being able to refrain from a job during the school year so as I can have more time for homework if it was necessary. And driving allows me to do that.
Thanksgiving was good, lots of family was around. Good food and such, the drive was long though. I can't wait for Christmas but I figure I'll get bored being there for that long of a time frame.
Relationships are the friggin devil, you always wonder what that other person is doing after its over. Occupies your thoughts all the time, and then if you like someone you are always wondering what they are doing, and then that is whats occupying your mind, or both at once... relationships are just a friggin nightmare.
Friggin a... I'm bored...
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