Honestly... how can I even be alive and so stupid. Why do I always manage to screw stuff up. Everything...
I can't ever have anything good... cause God hates me. Otherwise I'd be more wise in what I say, what I do. I pray now... All the time, I'm constantly praying... in my head when not out loud.
Maybe God is helping me... but I'm such a colossal failure not even he has enough power to keep me from messing up.
Discouraging...
I just need to relax... the music is angry but it does the opposite for me... it kind of sucks the anger out of me...
I wish I could sleep, but I have homework to be doing. Homework that I won't do even if I don't sleep.
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